20/10 Wednesday - 07h25 - No, that's not depressing!
This morning I decided I have to organise the December holidays. Figure out when Ethan will be with me and when he will be with his dad. Now, I already know plans have changed now that I am no longer going to Mauritius (*wail* *sob* *hit head on desk*) but then I went through my diary and saw it there - written in ink and my heart bled... how f&%&ing depressing.
PS. I need something to do on Christmas Day, I don't have Ethan and want to do something different so I don't miss him... any ideas welcome. Thanks
PPS. I might sound morbid at the moment but promise I will put good happy things up, as soon as they happen :)